Monday, May 10, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Schedule Update

After some deliberation, I've made some decisions about the remaining schedule:
  • On Thursday, we will discuss postcolonial theory as planned. Please make sure to read the chapter in Critical Theory Today. I will also be scheduling conferences and saying some things about your presentations.
  • On Tuesday (4/20), I will be meeting with students individually in my office while there is a peer review happening in the classroom. I will also have conference times available on Monday (4/19) and Wednesday (4/21). The peer review is optional, but it is strongly recommended. Even if you are conferencing with me on that day, that conference will only last for 10 minutes. You can still participate in peer review.
  • I am cancelling the discussion of Unaccustomed Earth. It is a long story, and I don't want to overburden you over these last several class periods. But do please read it when you get a chance. It is really worth your time.
  • The final paper is now due at the time of your presentation. This means that your paper will be handed in on either 4/22 or 4/27.
  • I have posted a revised schedule to the documents site. Please let me know if you have any questions.

Battle of Intersectionality

In all that is portrayed through Laurel's eyes, it seems Arnetta has been raised to believe so thoroughly that she is inferior to no one. I'm not sure we're given enough information to know if Arnetta acts out in intra-racial racism, being the 'top dog' among peers of her own color. Regardless, it is obvious that she is the leader and will put down anyone and anything to keep her reign as the superior. And since these girls live in a place in Atlanta that is so secluded and sheltered from white people, the exact opposite of internalized racism seems to have grown inside Arnetta's soul. I would imagine her parents fought long and hard for equality, thereby instilling in their daughter the belief that blacks deserve to be 'on top' and she should do everything in her power to ensure that.

I believe Packer made Troop 909 a special needs group to make it evident that Arnetta was lying in order to exercise her believed power over the white girls. The mere possibility that Arnetta is telling the truth is squashed when we read one of the girl's response, "That's a BAD word! We don't say BAD words!" (23). Troop 909 has been taught to be kind and generous, and to use social graces - despite race or any other differences. We see this exemplified when Laurel narrates, "My restroom group had passed by some of the 909 girls. For the most part, they deferred to us, waving us into the restrooms, letting us go even though they'd gotten there first" (7).

This experience, coupled with Laurel's remembrance of her father and the Mennonite family stir up questions about what race really means in the world. She becomes truly aware that there is "something mean in the world [she] could not stop" (31). This sense of awakening allows Laurel to start on a new path as an "emergent woman" - 'creating a new life and new choices for herself' (Tyson, 390). And I just have to say, the tender interaction between Daphne and Laurel is a beautiful tale of friendship, change, and growing up.

Color

One thing in particular that I found interesting within the text of "Brownies" was the double vision that the author portrays the characters to have. The feeling of "belonging to two conflicting cultures" (Tyson 362) is prevalent--especially with how these girls see the world vs. their own, even within just the girls camp. Just how Tyson describes in the chapter, as well as what we touched on in class, we (as white people) do not see things like they do--we have the granted white privilege and are not subject to having to think about all the numerous things a minority might have to encounter. Even within the beginning of the text the word choice picks up subtle hints that show us the perspective of living in a "colored life." The first two paragraphs clearly illustrate these points, examples such as: how the Brownie troop (color brown obviously) depicts the troop 909 (strawberry, vanilla, etc.) and the "washed out rainbows" (having no color--in contrast to them) and then how they (the brownie troop) see the world as the walk their way down the trail seeing it as very "colorful." Throughout the story the author uses these factors, and others, to show how the mind and perception of the world is different in all eyes--even if we say we are all equal.

Brownies

Tyson poses the question "What can the work teach us about the specifics of African heritage, African American culture and experience, and/or African American history?" (p. 394). "Brownies" illustrates the marginalization of the black girls in this story and the prejudice they have felt directed at them because of their race. Immediately upon seeing the "caucasians" they decide to beat them up, claiming the white girls called them "niggers". The very presence of these white girls makes their skin crawl with anger. This shows the hatred they have felt in their own lives from other cultures, particularly white people (look at their history - specifically slavery in America). As I looked through the terms in the book, Internalized racism stood out to me. The definition is "the psychological programming by which a racist society indoctrinates people of color to believe in white superiority". Although these girls are fiercely fighting against this idea, it is clear that their ideas and perceptions of the white girls has been impacted by culture. The view the girls "real and memorable, with their long, shampoo-commercial hair". They view them as elite "white girls and their mothers coo-cooing over dresses" in Rich's clothing store and they have seen white business men swish by "importantly". These girls are viewed as "ponytailed and full of energy, bubbling over with love and money." The society they live in has told them they are the lesser of the two cultures and the very fact that they fight against these white girls and their "long spaghetti straight hair" tells that they truly do believe in a white superiority. The hegemony, or dominance of the whites, is evident to these young girls.

Brownies

Arnetta and Octavia are interesting characters in the story "Brownies" I was surprised at the hatred that was so deep inside them both, not only for whites but for their own race. They are demeaning and hurtful to girls within their own troop. Of course Laurel would make the statement, "No one talked about fighting. Everyone was afraid enough just walking through the infinite deep woods. Even though I did’t fight to fight, was afraid of fighting, I felt I was part of the rest of the troop, like I was defending something. We trudged against the slight incline of the path, Arnetta leading the way."
She made this statement because even though she and the other girls didn't want to fight, at least they felt wanted and apart of something for a change rather than being made fun of.

The idea that when you have been wronged you wrong others is such an interesting idea that has been put in these young girls minds. The troop leader as they said would have stopped the girls and told them to do good unto others.. so where did this hatred and idea of righting the wrongs that the "whites" or others come from? Most likely their parents... who sure probably deserve to say those things... they were wronged and hurt themselves... but when does it end?? I mean they were going to try and kick the asses of mentally disabled girls!! If for one second they stopped to look at who these girls were from troop 909 rather than their skin things would have been different?

Why is it that justice is served with vengence. society has taken something from us whether we are white, black, red, blue... whatever.. that is what Daphene ends the story with "Just to be nice."

"Borwnies"

In my opinion, none of the girls from troop 909 ever said the word they were acused of saying. These girls live in a cultural hegemony, where white America is dominant. Although they live in Atlanta where Laurel compares seeing a white person to seeing a baby pigeon, they are still aware of this hegemony. Since they are aware of it but never around it, the arrival of a troop of white girls will automatically raise defenses. For all the reader knows, this is the first real interraction the girls have had with girls from the society that they know is priveledged. Being at the camp puts both troops on equal ground, and I think girls like Arnetta and Octavia, who are used to being dominant and in control, are going to do whatever they can to prove they are superior. I doubt that any of the 909 girls made such a comment. The girls were just looking for it so they could fight and show who is really the toughest.

I also find it interesting that even though there is a girl with the echolalic disability, which would have been an easy out for the accusing girls, Arnetta still claims it was another girl. But she blames the girl that is the smallest of the bunch. She seems to be trying to pick on the "weakest" of the bunch, which is exactly what she does with the girls in her own troop, like Janice, Laurel and Daphne.

Snot is Assimilated

I would say that Snot can mostly be described as an assimilated woman. She is never seen talking badly about troop 909, unlike most of the other girls, and she usually keeps pretty quiet. When she does talk it is to disarm the situation and give the troop 909 girls the benefit of the doubt. Even when they are planning to go and confront them in the bathroom she wants to stay back, because she has no reason fight the white girls. She receives psychological abuse from her peers for being the one that doesn't follow the crowd. This happens in the form of name calling, like when she is threatened to be called a bitch for potentially telling their leader.

In the last section we find out that Laurel did not feel good about her father's decision to make the Mennonite's paint the porch because it would be the only time a white person would labor for a black person. I think Laurel didn't like it because she did not posses ill feelings towards white people, and therefore was somewhat assimilated.

Brownies

Throughout the story, Laurel is sort of seen as the outsider and the one that is made fun of. But when the troop has a common “enemy,” they are one group with one purpose, and even though Laurel is “afraid of fighting,” she feels like part of the troop as they travel to the bathrooms to meet up with Troop 909. The girls in Laurel’s troop do not appreciate the possibility of one of their members being called a terrible name by a girl in Troop 909 and were probably raised to not believe that whites are superior, but to believe that the whites think they are superior. The racialism that the girls believe happened to one of their own must be dealt with. I loved the twist in the story that revealed Troop 909 as a group of special needs girls. Those with special needs have also been discriminated against and it proved to the girls that they weren’t the only group of people that experienced prejudices or judgments. I don’t know if the girls fully understood that, but maybe they will later in life while looking back at the memory. I believe that if the girls of Troop 909 did fit the clichés that were presented in the story, the other girls would have felt fully justified in fighting them and pulling out their “shampoo-commercial hair.” Their assumptions about them would have been correct and the possibility of one of them calling Daphne that name would have seemed greater.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Brownies

How often do we ridicule or put down people who are different from us, especially those whose differences are visible and physical? How much of that is human nature and how much of that has been taught to us by society? As Tyson says, “racial categorization doesn’t reflect biological reality but rather the current beliefs about race at different times” (372). It is something constructed by the society surrounding us. I felt that the girls in this story had been greatly influenced by society and their parents to believe certain things about race and racism. Arnetta and Octavia have learned from society that race can be used as a weapon. They use the term “Caucasian” to condemn someone who acts differently: “The word took off from there, and soon everything was Caucasian. If you ate too fast you ate like a Caucasian, if you ate to slow you ate like a Caucasian” (4). Laurel and her fellow troop members aren’t even around whites at home: “When you lived in the south suburbs of Atlanta, it was easy to forget about whites. Whites were like those baby pigeons: real and existing, but rarely seen or thought about” (5). Their impression of whites comes from images on the TV and what their parents have taught them: “We had all been taught that adulthood was full of sorrow and pain, taxes and bills, dreaded work and dealings with whites, sickness and death” (19), “‘My father and I were in this mall, but I was the one doing the staring…He said…it was the only time he’d have a white man on his knees doing something for a black man for free’” (29-30), “When you’ve been made to feel bad for so long, you jump at the chance to do it to others” (31). Similarly, the girls of Troop 909 would only have learned the word “nigger” from their parents: “‘I mean, not all of them have the most progressive of parents, so if they heard a bad word, they might have repeated it. But I guarantee it would not have been intentional’” (26).

There are also signs of internalized racism in the story: “The ten white girls…with their long, shampoo-commercial hair, straight as spaghetti from the box. This alone was reason for envy and hatred. The only black girl most of us had ever seen with hair that long was Octavia…The sight of Octavia’s mane prompted other girls to listen to her reverentially” (5). Octavia receives her power from her long hair, a characteristic she shares with the white girls. She is respected by the other girls in her troop because she is like the white girls, thus encouraging the psychological programming that white is inherently superior. It seems that Laurel’s positive descriptions of the girls prove that she has internalized white superiority: “their complexions a blend of ice cream: strawberry, vanilla” (1), “the way all white girls appeared on TV—ponytailed and full of energy, bubbling over with love and money” (7). The internalized racism is further solidified by Laurel’s negative descriptions of “most of the girls in the troop”: “they’d be bunched-up wads of tinfoil, maybe, or rusty iron nails you had to get tetanus shots for” (18).

In the story Brownies, Laurel seems to be all three salient types in different ways. However, in the end she seems to be an emergent women. Throughout this story, she doesn't seem to have much control over how her friends treat troop 909, or how they treat her. She finds herself going along with her friends to be a part of the troop.

In the end, Laurel shares the story about the Amish family and discovers that there is a big problem in the world. This is an experience in her life that has caused her to open her eyes to existing problems. She seems to be disturbed by it and is on her way to becoming an emergent woman. In discovering the racism problems that exist in the world, Laurel now has the ability, as an emerging women, to make a difference through improved choices. She can now make a difference.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Prompts for "Brownies"

I would like to begin a discussion of "Brownies" that incorporates the vocabulary from Chapter 11. My only requirement is that you incorporate vocabulary from the list. It might help you to look at the questions on pages 394-95, but please do not feel obligated to stick to those questions. Just respond in an intelligent, thoughtful manner. Perhaps I can start us off by asking a few questions:

After reviewing page 390, which term would you use to describe the narrator, Laurel ("Snot")? Is she a "suspended woman," an "assimilated woman," an "emergent woman," or a "liberated woman"? Use specific examples from the story.

"Brownies" obviously takes place in the 1980s (the cultural references reveal this). If these girls are about 10 years old at this time, what does that tell us about their parents? What did they live through? How does that inform the story?

How much time do you think has passed between when the story happened and when it is being told? How old is the narrator? What clues does the story give you? (For example, look at all the overt references Laurel makes to language, literary devices, and grammar; why are those in the story?)

Do you think Arnetta really heard one of the girls in Troop 909 use a racial slur? Is it at least a possibility, or are we meant to believe Arnetta is lying?

Interpret this passage: "No one talked about fighting. Everyone was afraid enough just walking through the infinite deep woods. Even though I didn’t fight to fight, was afraid of fighting, I felt I was part of the rest of the troop, like I was defending something. We trudged against the slight incline of the path, Arnetta leading the way."

Why do you think Packer makes Troop 909 a special needs troop? How would the story be different if the girls did seem to conform more closely to the cliches at the beginning of the story (Disney characters, shampoo-commercial hair, etc.)?

I hope these questions are helpful. Don't feel obligated to answer any of them. Just be sure to use the vocabulary. See you on Tuesday.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

EROS APTEROS

I really like this poem. When I read it the first time I was just reading it to try and figure out how it might be gay poetry. But after talking about it in class, I've been reading it with a broader perspective. This poem seems like a desperate attempt at being saved. The person that is described in this poem isn't in a good spot. The physical description of his mutilated body is fatal; no limbs, only a torso is left. This seems to represent the soul, or the spirituality. A soul without ability to move, or without control. Lui's hands are hurting the distorted body, or in other words: his hands are destroying his soul to the point that he can't even feel right from wrong anymore. There's no feeling anymore, just actions and patterns leading him away from the God and morals he knows to be true. This reminds me of the repentance process, and the feelings that are involved

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

timothy Liu

"My Asianness, my Mormon roots, my homosexuality, are but a part of my being and therefore but a part of my poetry."

These words from Timothy Liu stood out the most to me while reading his interview. This sentence helped me to look at his poems from a different lens. Knowing that all of the things that Timothy Liu is associated with is only a part of what his poetry brings to us the reader. Because I would say I have more homophobic tendencies, I was a little afraid on my own biased opinion or outlook on the poetry knowing that it's material was mostly a gay perspective, what I then learned was that I could look at the poems differently and not have a bias outlook on the poetry itself. The format of the three poems are so different but I think that all three have a language and rhythm that create beautiful and natural images of experience in the poems. I find the natural instincts the poem create quite refreshing. Take the first couple lines of More than Half The Leaves Already Down "Dragging that plastic sheet across the lawn like a canoe filled with the season's last leaves"... already you are set up with a image that captures you. instead of relating everything back to homosexuality in the poems I seemed to focus on the fact that Timothy Liu is a remarkable poet no matter if he is gay or not.

Timothy Liu Poems

I think that it is valuable reading literature from both the gay and heterosexual perspective, because despite ones sexual preference, both can relate to similar experiences, like love, guilt, pain, etc.

I feel that all three poems speak of a secret love. The first, about the leaves, tells of being able to enjoy a secret and longed for experience, which I assume is being able to love his partner unrestrained by societies judging gaze. The experience is made metaphor by the raking of fall leaves, discovering something beautiful in the middle of a mundane chore. Later, away from work and everyone else, that love is quietly rekindled in a boat on the waters. I think this poem speaks to everyone who has had a first love, or enjoyed a secret love, despite their sexuality.

The Other poems speak of the pain of secret love, of the fear of judgment, and the guilt of conscience. All of us are imperfect and have felt the pangs of harboring some secret, or feeling that we are on the outside looking in, or perhaps something that we love is condemned by the surrounding majority.

I also think that for those of us who are heterosexual, reading this kind of poetry can help us appreciate what it feels like to feel forbidden love more poignantly, just as we can read other literature to try and gain some perspective on the feelings of any marginalized group of people.

LGBT reading of "The Quilt"

I am not sure where to begin commenting on "The Quilt" and Liu. After reading the other responses, it became apparent to me that I am also the product of a strictly heterocentric upbringing and community. I have found it difficult to remove myself from the reading, seeing past the biases I possess. "The Quilt" explores the biases of such a community, or perhaps even a world. Liu describes those suffering from AIDS and persecution as "a fallen choir" "patterns of grief" "patches of color" who are fading. He works to inform the reader of the growth of the epidemic, which is now "covering the earth's four corners". To me, Liu is informing the reader that to be what one may call "homophobic" is cruel and brings death, a death of understanding, as well as a marginalized group of individuals.
The patchwork of the quilt shows these lives as patchy and held together by a simple thread, yet they are all working together (as he works to save these victims as a nurse) to find a cure for the disease, as well as the heterocentrism apparent in society. Minoritizing views, or helping others understand gay and lesbian experience and their minority state, are shared in this piece. We see that they are a marginalized group, not receiving the help they need, and the acceptance as well. It was also interesting to read that the government was not willing to help with AIDS research until the disease threatened heterosexual people as well as homosexuals. (p.331). Liu writes "...but we will go on loving, embracing our own grief..." This particular criticism has helped me view this group in a slightly different way, as a marginalized group of people with different backgrounds and beliefs who do not particularly "fit in" to a patriarchal society, or "the social norm".

Eros Apteros

After reading Eros Apteros, i think he was writing about his christian beliefs and also his conflict with his sexuality. We were told in class that Timothy believed in christianity and belonged to the mormon church. Many people don't believe homosexuality is congruent with mormonism. A line that stood out to me in liu's poem was "its mutilated testicles." Perhaps he is referring to his conflict with his sexual desires? He talks about how the oil and sweat on his hands continue to hurt this body beyond feeling. I think he is talking about how his sins caused christ to suffer. He makes reference to the time when christ lived saying "winding back two thousand years."In the poem there are also other references to christian beliefs such as "such guilt" and "I've come to be healed."

Liu

Ashley mentions below that “we are more apt to attach someone’s sexuality to their identity if they are outside of the ‘norm’ of heterosexual society. We probably wouldn’t think to ask Liu how his sexuality affected his writing if he was a heterosexual man.”

So how does knowing Liu is gay affect my reading of “More Than Half the Leaves Already Down”? Well, despite knowing that and despite trying to read the poem through an LGBT lens, I see no evidence of homosexuality in it. The speaker and the addressed could be male or female, gay or straight. And only a few phrases, “such romantic / foreplay” and “This was the dance I had always wanted,” indicate an erotic relationship between the two characters. Without those, the poem could just as likely be describing a homosocial or heterosocial relationship as it could be referring to an erotic one. Well, I guess some of the words in the canoeing images have sort of erotic connotations: “sudden tenderness. . . . [E]ach stroke suspended . . . our bodies leaning.” Again, though, the genders of the characters are undefined, and inconsequential, as far as I can tell. Gender and sexual preference don’t seem to matter much to the poem, which appears to me to be about finding joy and love in spite of death and hardship.

(Unrelated to LGBT theory, here’s something I really like about “The Quilt”: it has some great line breaks. For instance, take a look at the last four stanzas, how the line breaks add so much depth to a single sentence. If the sentence were prose, it would read, “That story has not changed, but we will go on loving, embracing our own grief, our lives split open like a book where the names are written.” But with line breaks, “That story // has not changed, but we will” becomes “but we will / go on loving, embracing,” which becomes “embracing // our own grief, our lives.” Very cool.)

Gay Criticism

The quilt by Timothy Liu, tells teh story of the AIDs epidemic and its devastation particularly in the Gay Community. As a teenager and young adult i the 1980s, the AIDs epidemic seemed to be a world away from my own community. It wasn't until I was in my late 20s that I found out how many of my friends from high school were gay and were being affected by this disease. The sadness of losing my friends to this terrible thing became heavy and hard to bare. AIDs doesn't just affect a limited number of people, nor does it just affect one particular community. AIDs affects everyone. My friend's parents weren't the only ones grieving; we all grieved for the loss of our friends. It didn't really matter what killed them, what mattered was that they were gone. Their voices were silenced.

The Quilt brough back memories of one friend in particular, my friend Joey. We grew up together in Southern California and at 28 Joey died from complications of AIDs. Joes was a loving talented singer. Listening to him was like listening to an angel in a choir. He was so talented and warm and loving. His choices were different than mine, but we were still friends. When he died, the world lost a wonderful human being and this is what I feel Liu is trying to tell the world with this poem. These are real people dying from a terrible disease. They deserve the dignity we would give any man who is breathing his last breath. The world is losing talented, courageous and loving human beings and their story is worth telling and listening to. They may be gone but they will always be remembered, "where their names are written" is in our hearts.

Monday, April 5, 2010

The Quilt

In class, we discussed how we are more apt to attach someone’s sexuality to their identity if they are outside of the “norm” of heterosexual society. We probably wouldn’t think to ask Liu how his sexuality affected his writing if he was a heterosexual man. I feel that we’re only interested in that aspect because it doesn’t fit our heterosexual, patriarchal society. After reading the Q & A, I was able to see that Liu, especially in The Quilt, writes about his experiences just like any other writer would. His homosexuality influences his experiences just like race, religion, gender, etc. would influence anyone else’s writing. While reading Liu’s poems, I was able to see how much heterocentrism influences my interpretations. I felt that Liu’s poems stand in direct defiance of this assumption, showing that there isn’t a “universal norm by which everyone’s experience can be understood” (Tyson 320-21). Whether we think homosexuality is moral or not, there is no denying that Liu’s sexuality influences his poetry.

In The Quilt, Liu shows us that everyone experiences “life and death together” no matter what their sexuality: “The men who die and die in each other’s arms, leaving us their names”, “Each day the quilt spreads out more rapidly, covering the earth’s four corners”, “Who can sleep tonight when beds are soaked with sweat, when bodies are being sponged away”, “consider death without judgement”. My first reading of the poem was difficult because I am definitely influenced by the heterosexual “norm” of society. A reread of the poem, aided by the extra information provided below, helped me to understand this poem better through Liu’s view. I liked how he separated the words in line 5 and 6. The first line, “the men who die” seems to be a separate thought, emphasizing that the individuals dying aren’t just gay men but they are men, human beings. Their sexuality should not deem whether their suffering warrants sympathy and sorrow. They at least deserve a “death without judgement”. Lines 12-15 again emphasize that AIDS is afflicting people worldwide, not just homosexual individuals. The ending was confusing for me but I felt that he was saying that they will go on “loving, embracing” whether they are accepted by the heterosexual community or not.

The Wingless Goddess

Each of the three poems brings something unique to the table. However, as I read Eros Apteros I found myself researching and analyzing the text to figure out what his message was conveying. As I studied the material I first realized that I needed to have an understanding to the title. I had to break down both words; the first Eros, meaning passionate love, with sensual desire and longing, the second Apteros, of which I found to be the goddess Nice, goddess of victory. She was usually represented with wings, but their absence was a signifier that victory would or could never fly away from Athens. From this description I felt like I could have a better understanding of some of the symbolism Liu was trying to key us in on. The first lines, “The wings are no longer there to lift this god out of time,” could lay reference to Liu’s LDS background and how he is unable to become like a god because of his sexuality. This is followed by the 3rd to 7th line where Liu expresses “I have come to be healed,” which may be an indicator that he is searching to repent for a sin he thinks that he has committed. In the 8th line Liu tells of the statues “limbs severed above the elbows, below the hips its mutilated sex, testicles hanging in a stone sack,” has two different metaphors that I saw connected to it. The first about the limbs and other appendages being severed makes me draw the assumption that feeling is something that is non-existent now. The second part about the testicles hanging in a stone sack, as I interpreted it, refers to his sex being hidden by something that is impossible to get to. However in the next set of lines, Liu expresses the “the oil and sweat on my hands continue to hurt this body beyond feeling,” which I think could be interpreted as the sins that he believes he is committing are causing him to be numb in his self conscience. In the conclusion of Liu’s poem lines 15 through 19 I believe Liu comes into the realization that he is still here and a viable contributor to society. The connection with the statue he describes shouldn’t hinder his beliefs, but rather it should empower him and endure as this statue has for two thousand years.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Prompts for Timothy Liu

At this point in the semester, I feel like I can ease back on giving you really specific prompts. You have clearly demonstrated your abilities to apply theory in appropriate and exciting ways (even though some of you are not as confident about your abilities as you should be).

For Tuesday, then, I would like for you to carefully read the poetry by Timothy Liu. When I say
carefully read the poetry, I mean that you should read the poems several times and give yourselves time to think about them. Annotate them and work your way into the symbolism, metaphor, and sound. Look at the way Liu shapes his lines and arranges words together. Pay attention to the nuances of his rhythms. Don't just read the poems ten minutes before class. Once you are familiar with the poems, write a thoughtful response that incorporates ideas and terminology from LGBT theory. That is as specific as I would like to make this prompt. However, let me give you some things to think about as you read these poems:

1. Liu has explored the AIDS epidemic in America in more detail than most poets. Much of his work, including "The Quilt" rises out of his experience as a volunteer working with AIDS patients. While we of course know that AIDS is not a "gay" disease, Liu's own sexuality clearly informs many of his poems about AIDS and those who have the disease.

2. "Eros Apteros" means "wingless love" or "love without wings." Many classical statues and shrines have missing/broken body parts, and Liu clearly uses this imagery to inform his poem.


3. Here is an excerpt from a Q and A that will give you some insight into Liu's background:

Q: Let’s start with the basics--where and when you were born, where you studied, your greatest poetic influences, work, degrees, favorite teachers, how you came to be a poet, and if any of this background really sticks to your writing.

A: I was born in San Jose, California in 1965 and educated at UCLA, Brigham Young University (B.A. in English) the University of Houston (M.A. in English) and the University of Massachusetts at Amherst. In addition to California, Utah, Texas, and Massachusetts, I lived in Hong Kong for two years as a Mormon missionary and four years in Iowa as an Assistant Professor at Cornell College. I currently reside in Hoboken and teach at William Paterson University in Wayne, NJ. Place always affects my imagination, so these various locales do also pressurize my work. Favorite poets as an undergraduate included Louise Gluck, Linda Gregg, and Jean Valentine. Recent favorites include Gustaf Sobin and Charles Wright. Three mentors in my first decade of writing were crucial to my sense of self as a writer: a Welsh poet named Leslie Norris, the poet Richard Howard, and the writer/editor Gordon Lish. Without their eyes and constant attention, who knows where I would have ended up? On being a poet: the commitment was gradual, like religion or playing a musical instrument. First half an hour a day, and then, years later, five to six hours a day of reading and writing. If not poetry, then surely something else would have come along to equally demand my energies.

Q: Martin Espada has said his subject, identity, and audience exist in concentric circles: Puerto Ricans, Latinos, people of color, the Left, the working class, and anyone who will listen. Mary Oliver, in A Poetry Handbook, suggests poems be written for some stranger in a distant country hundreds of years from now. Who and where is the audience for which you write as an Asian, as a Mormon, as a gay man?

A: I would start with readers of contemporary poetry. There are so many great books written in prose about the various identities that I occupy, so to me, that is not the point. The point is poetry, the experience of reading it and writing it. My Asianness, my Mormon roots, my homosexuality, are but a part of my being and therefore but a part of my poetry. Therefore, in addition to those identities, there are countless others. None of the poets I have previously mentioned (Gluck, Gregg, Sobin, Valentine, Wright) share with me the identities that you mention. Now what are we to make of that?

Q: How has the work of other gay writers affected your own work?

A: The work of other gay writers has helped to make my own work possible. My debt to Allen Ginsberg, Adrienne Rich, and scores of others is immense. I am currently editing an anthology of gay American poetry for Talisman House, an innovative press that makes its home in Jersey City. I plan to represent work by over forty poets who have been publishing over the past fifty years. While previous anthologies have been loyal to representing “gay experience,” my anthology seeks to complicate the relationship between one’s sexuality and one’s textuality. Collecting poems that span the gamut from traditional to radical forms, I hope the need to label a poem or poet as gay is brought into question.

Thanks. I am looking forward to reading your responses and talking about them. Please do justice to the poetry and to the theory.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Past, Present, and Future

Adam Johnson’s story Trauma Plate was masterfully written. There are very deliberate connections to the 21st century and the past. The first thing that pops into the story is the references to betas, which can be attributed to the fast paced society of the present. However, in Johnson’s text we can see that Beta is referred as being in the past. “We used to have on Beta.” She sets down her design pad. “God, remember Beta? (80)” This conclusion would make the reader think that these events that are taking place are actually set in the future. Johnson goes on talking about the Kevlar vests that one must wear when going outside. There are two parallels that I can think of that can be explained here. The first is that the vest are a symbolism of protection when having sex, which we see later on in the story with Bill’s daughter Ruth and the pizza boy. The second parallel can just be attributed to the violence that will persist within the future. There are several usages of the past that can be attributed to Johnson’s story; William Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet and the uses of possibly Johnsons past life experiences with the 1970’s. The reference to Romeo and Juliet can be found with the disheartening feeling Bill has towards the owner of the pizza parlor because of the relationship between his son and Bill’s daughter. The connection with the 70’s can be simplistically related to the vehicles that are described in the story and some of the attitude towards using protection while having sex.

Are we the same?

This story makes me wonder if we are actually becoming similar to the people in the story. It seems that we are becoming more and more paranoid in our every day lives. You can't hardly do anything these days without having to read some kind of "warning" first. Almost everything out there is harmful in some way, or "causes cancer." We can't talk on a cell-phone or even drink from a plastic water container without being warned of the possible side-effects. There is also the new craze about carrying a concealed weapon for protection. It seems that everywhere you look someone is offering a class on weapons, or self-defense, or some kind of class on how to protect yourself.
This makes me wonder if I should be sad about the times we live in or think we are just being to over paranoid. Our parents and grandparents didn't have all these things and they turned out ok. Is it the times we live in? Are we living in a much more dangerous time than the times before us?
I personally think its a little of both. We do live in a time when things have happened that have helped to make us more paranoid or cautious about things. I do however think we are in many ways very similar to the people in the story. We get so caught up in being safe and avoiding the "dangers" in life, we forget to live and enjoy the good things.

Trauma Plate

When I read Trauma Plate I was thinking of the vests and they reminded me of bike helmets. Parents try to get their kids to wear helmets when they are little and the kids just don’t want to because they looked lame. I know I was that way when I was younger and Ruth thinks the same thing about her vest. She seems like the only kid that wears one and it makes her feel like an outcast. Her parents, mostly her dad, just want her to be safe, just as most parents feel their child should be. Bill seems somewhat paranoid about wearing the vests and it makes sense to the reader when they know that the story was written right around the time of 9/11. The day that proved that our happy bubble of America was not completely impenetrable to terrorists shocked Americans to feel a sense of insecurity that I know I have never felt before in my life. Extra precautions were taken and I felt nervous whenever someone I loved traveled in a plane.

The desolate parking lot by their store and the unsuccessful businesses around them made me think of the recession and all the businesses that have had to close and shut down. Even though it was written before the huge mess of the economy took place, it still might apply.

Trauma Plate

Trauma Plate is very clearly shaped by 21st century culture. The idea of the problem of national security no longer being a threat from somewhere overseas, but right here in our own backyard comes from the 9/11 attacks of course but i also in the rise of terrorist acts, even by American born citizens. The D.C sniper shootings, the Fort hood shootings, even the recent arrest of "Jihad Jane" all play apart. American Gun culture is also prevalent. I saw this in my own father after the Trolley Square incident, when he proudly showed me his new handgun and concealed weapons permit and explained to me his belief in the rising need to protect ourselves.

Johnson also draws from a scene in many communities, especially rural communities like ours, of small chains giving way to large big box stores, how that changes the face of the landscape and the community, and the sense of loss and abandonment that creates. In my own home town of Kaysville, One can get that same sense of Post Apocalyptic sadness when seeing the empty windows of shops in the older parts of town. And with familiar names like Kmart and Godfathers pizza, he brings the setting right next door.

Living with Fear

I find it interesting while reading "Trauma Plate" to see the different complexities of a person living life or just being alive, and how society/culture as well as individual human experience shapes that. I really like that way that review #6 addressed this issue that I totally agree with. The foundational factor for which that rests upon is the basis of fear. In a way it is also portraying the way a lot of society is functioned by today and why we are so concerned with national security (being protected by invading means, having universal health care), wealth (providing for ourselves in fear of having nothing--tangible or intangible), power (controlling the means in fear that they might control us), relationships (having ties with a family or significant other when you may not have anything but that) etc. They are in the story, as well as we are today in society, shaped by the interplay of all these discourses and the interpretation we take from the culture in which we live in--in which I believe is determined a lot by fear. And I mean who doesn't fear those things? I think they are completely realistic things to be scared about! But, it is the way that living through that fear or being consumed by it determines everything in which Trauma Plate evidently portrays.

title

Though the short story "Trauma Plate" has a number of social dialogues running through it, the most interesting by far is that of the dissolution of the family. Within the context of the narratives, given by the constituent members of said family, we find a story of weakening bonds and apathy.

Jane is the easiest to pick out in this regard, her narrative full of only regret. Her jealousy of her daughter and contempt for her husband are only the beginning. When she wanders into the Armour Emporium, obviously not the first time, she is committing a betrayal to her family and the bond they share. While not cheating sexually on her husband, she commits an emotional infidelity that is equally as adherent. It's clear by the language she uses when talking about her husband (intercourse is "fine with her") that she's going through the motions while avoiding the break which might bring her happiness or fully participating in the family. Even her daughter believes she "checked out."

Concerning Ruthie, she feels little or no connection to her parents at all. Since twelve, she's been hanging out in an abandoned Kmart doing basically whatever she felt. As the situation worsens, she only plans for escape. This disinterest isn't so harmful, as she never engaged enough to disengaged.

Bill may be the most pitiful, dutifully, in every permutation of the story, trying to construct the emotional bonds necessary to build an working family. He also the only one to think protectively about others, worrying about his daughter and her protection, or trying to cheer up his wife. But through his effort, he is the one the story mocks, the cuckold and the dreamer. All he does is futile against the future, the closing of his shop, the wife who will drift, the daughter who will leave for California. He even seems to know his actions are futile and ridiculous, but why does he do them? Some precieved obligation? Macho determinism? nothing else to do? When there is nothing to fight for, why fight?

Monday, March 29, 2010

To Truly Live

In another world, Ruth and Jane are fighting the battle of what to believe in. Fear can be stable for only so long before it gets exhausting, boring, endless, and hopeless. Even Bill feels that pull in his heart, but as he wages a war against foreign thoughts and feelings inside, he becomes more forcedly happy or optimistic on the outside. A life of little to no variation takes its toll on those who dream of what life could be. The simple possibility of more or different controls their thoughts and provoke secret exploration.

In this story, you see Jane's change from supportive and believing in her husband, along with what he stands for, into a lonely, dazed, stuck-in-time lady who is clinging to her known and trusted repetition. "Wandering, she strolls along the grit-worn sidewalk, stares at stars through holes in the Kmart awning. This way it all looks black up there, the occasional star the rarity" (pg 88). A picture of what her life has become, Jane wonders when a 'star occasion' will happen to her. When will life stop revolving around fear of the unknown?

When she finds her daughter flirting with Hector, fear is absent in her reaction. "This is a careless spirit Jane Has forgotten. As she sees them whisper, she remembers a time before Bill, and tries to read her daughter's lips" (pg 89). I would challenge to say that 'careless' is really the actual living of life and risk and possibilities. She probably was that girl who could do anything and was afraid of nothing. But then she met Bill, who most likely convinced her of the terrifying state of the world and led to a boxing-up of adventure and true hope of what could be. Instead, she became a woman who feared until fear let her down for the uneventful present could not be as happy or calming as her past. She is downright depressed and needs something or someone to yank her out of this nightmare of boredom.

Ruth, on the other hand, is ahead of her mother. She is pondering the what-ifs and asking hard questions. Maybe a bit slow-moving, but definitely more of a fire about her. I see the following two lines to be a description of her own life = "Stupidly waiting under the Styrofoam-coat hanger model of the solar system you reach up and set it in motion. But the hand-colored planets swing too smoothly it seems to you, too safely Halverson would say, and plucking Pluto from the mix sets the model wildly spinning" (p 95).

When it all comes down to it, Jane and Ruth's want to truly LIVE life is in fact their need and desire for real relationships full of vulnerable love and open hearts. Ultimately they (we; all Americans; all human beings) desire relationships that are more than just habits and sex, but that knowing the honest hopes and dreams of another - and opening up to them about yours - can be the fulfilling adventure that brightens and livens one's life.

Trauma Plate

I am most definitely not a New Historicist but I felt that Jane’s character could be seen as a comment on the current narratives about the American Dream. In my opinion, the American Dream is seen with an air of cynicism today. There isn’t really much hope in the American Dream. I think this can be reflected in the story by Bill and Jane’s failing mom-and-pop bulletproof vest rental shop—surrounded by a “closed-down Double Drive In”, a long-gone Kmart, and a bankrupt pizza place (79). There is no hope for the “little people” in the shadow of the 24-hour Body Armor Emporium. Success and hope is reserved for the rich and the powerful.

I also think that Jane’s character reinforces this cynical outlook on hope. She spends much of the story dwelling in the worn-down memories of her youth. She and Bill spend their evenings cruising around the town where they grew up. At one point in the novel, Jailhouse Rock plays behind her, reminding her of their “liberal-arts dreams, their own let’s put on a barn dance notion of being their own bosses” (86-7). She thinks, “This is the place we are at, around the corner from the drive-in theater where she and Bill spent their youth, a place she won’t even look at because these days, even worse than hope, nostalgia is her enemy” (87). She is surrounded by reminders of the dreams of her youth, dreams that will never come true because they have reached “a moment near the end of things” (86). I think this is why she dwells so much on the past. It was a time of hope and of happiness, a time when her dreams—the American Dream—was still possible.

When Jane sees Ruth with a boy, her reaction is completely different from Bill’s reaction. She seems jealous of her daughter because she is living in that time of hope and possibility, the time that Jane can’t seem to escape nor grasp. She watches her daughter laugh and drink and dance. “This is a careless spirit Jane has forgotten…I want my Monte Carlo back, Jane thinks” (89-90). Her car stands as an example of her inability to let go of the past, too. Whenever she would ride in it with Bill, she would swivel the chair backwards “to see it all disappear behind her” (90). She has “come to be on intimate terms with her blind spot,” constantly looking behind her to see the dreams of her youth (86). One final example can be her multiple rendezvous to the Emporium. “She feels safe in the arms of the enemy…For a moment, there are no blind spots and she is at ease” (90). The Emporium is the ultimate symbol in the novel of power, success and progression. No matter how she clings to the dreams of the past, they will not come true. The Emporium fills her with the hope she has lost since her youth and she no longer has to look to her “blind spots” to see some kind of hope in life. I feel that her actions throughout the story only solidify the cynical narrative of the American Dream. Success, happiness and security that inhabit the American Dream is not possible for little mom-and-pop stores. These things are only possible if you become a customer of the powerful and the wealthy.

Parenting never changes

The part in Trauma Plate that really stuck out to me as a narrative of parenting was the part where Ruth is talking with the pizza delivery boy and Bill discovers that she isn’t wearing the trauma plate. He asks her “where’s your protection”. This is very reminiscent of two things a parent would hassle their child about. The first is like telling a child to wear a coat when it is cold outside. Though the stakes are a lot higher in this story, the same theme of parental care and supervision are there.

The other is a bit more obvious in that she is talking to a member of the opposite sex and the text makes it clear that the pizza boy is physically attracted to her. The same comment about “where’s your protection” holds true, this time referencing parents who talk to their children about sexual protection. It is easy to see why a parent would get upset over this. They try to teach their children and hope they listen, but they find themselves constantly reminding them of their guidance. So in this world that Adam Johnson has crafted, we see that the circumstances are different, but all in all human nature remains the same.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Prompts for New Historicism and "Trauma Plate"

Each of the following numbers links to a discussion about "Trauma Plate," the collection Emporium from which it comes, or Adam Johnson's work in more general terms (including the audio of Johnson reading a different story, "Trial of the Century," in the voice of O.J. and Nicole Simpson's dog; please listen to this story as part of your reading; it will take you about 12 minutes): 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7. After reading and listening to these other texts, please respond to one or more of the following prompts:

1. What does the reception of Johnson's work suggest about the circulation of power and ideologies in our present century? What issues are raised in the text that both shape, and are shaped by, that circulation and exchange? Please use specific examples from the reviews.

2. In what ways do the characterizations of Ruth, Jane, and Bill reproduce, comment on, or question current narratives about national security, adolescence, relationships, sexuality, the American Dream, parenting, or iconography? (or any other narrative you see shaping/being shaped by the text).


3. How has "Trauma Plate" been shaped by the 21st-century American culture in which it was written? In answering this question, I would expect you to pull in cultural examples,
i.e. socio-political, scientific, and economic events of our time (or examples from pop culture, many of which are referenced in "Trial of the Century"). In other words, use extra-textual examples, part of a thick description, as well as textual ones.

Have fun with this.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Deconstruction of The Things They Carried

As O'Brien is describing the need for "humping" certain pieces of equipment, he says two things, upon which, I feel as though the moral of the text rests upon: "if it involved a place they knew to be bad, they carried everything they could," as well as "with [the mine detector's] headphones and big sensing plate, the equipment was a stress on the lower back and shoulders, awkward to handle, often useless because of the shrapnel in the earth, but they carried it anyway, partly for safety, partly for the illusion of safety." He spends so much time describing minor, irrelevant details about the various items that the men carry, whether physical or mental, focusing on the small insignificant rather than the important, I am led to question if his method of storytelling is really a defense mechanism of avoidance. When describing the death of one of his men, Ted Lavender, Lt. Cross blames the man's passing on his own lack of concentration; "He pictured Martha's smooth young face, thinking he loved her more than anything, more than his men, and now Ted Lavender was dead because he loved her so much and could not stop thinking about her."

On the contrary, however, perhaps the narrator focuses on the seemingly smaller aspects in a logical attempt to preserve not only his, but the lives of the men around him for which he is responsible. Perhaps, instead of going over details as a way of distraction, the narrator is demonstrating the troop's protection method, a constant review of a mental inventory list, if you will. As stated in the text, "the carried all they could bear, and then some, including a silent awe for the terrible power of the things they carried." From this, it's possible to derive a sense of caution, as well, from the men, as they realize and remind themselves of what they are capable of, what their environment is capable of.  Also, in another fortification of their defensive mental walls, the narrator states that their "imagination was a killer." If they allowed themselves to focus on the big picture, one that revolves around dying, they'd surely kill themselves before the enemy had a chance to do so.

Identities

"The Things They Carried" relates the emotional and physical (tangible and intangible) items that these men and women at war carry. It explains that they have objects for survival, personal benefit, comfort, security, etc., and how they carry them everyday and then goes on to further elude how these physical objects go on to affect them on a deeper inner level within the memories, thoughts, emotions, and feelings, that they now in result must carry. These soldier's have fears, desires, motivations, discouragements, and they are all in result of the emotional baggage they now carry from the result of the war they are facing--the weight differs for each factor. The text also portrays a man specifically, Lieutenant Jimmy Cross, and how he is the main example of how the emotional aspects are affecting him and his company. The overall sense of the story is the fact that everyone may be placed in one situation (the war) but people have different things to carry, emotionally and physically, and it in turn affects the whole situation.

From a deconstructive aspect I think that it is important to remember that our identities are never concrete--they are always evolving. Within the text it is evident to see that these soldier's feelings, attitudes, emotions, baggage,--tangible and intangible--are always changing and effecting them in different personal ways. As never being a concrete "whole" person, and having an ever changing identity, this will effect the way different people deal with circumstances. For example, when Ted Lavender is shot Kiowa keeps on talking about it--expressing the only way he can comprehend his grief--with unbelieving and repetitive memories being verbally expressed. The others around him feel and grieve differently, thus, telling him to "shut-up" or digging a hole and weeping (even if weeping for more than one thing). Our experiences, influences, and circumstances all play a part in the altering of our ever changing identities--or lack of.

Deconstruction

So not to be repetitive with the many comments that have been expressed; I would have to agree with the masses in saying that O’brien’s message in this fictional biography was to illustrate the challenges one would have gone through if they were in the Vietnam war. The Things They Carried has many connotations of individuals who are bound with the atrocities they dealt with at war. Throughout the text this message is received in comments like: “among the necessities or near-necessities were P-38 can openers, pocket knives, heat tabs, wrist-watches, dog tags, mosquito repellent, chewing gum, candy, cigarettes, salt tablets, packets of Kool-Aid, lighters, matches, sewing kits… etc. (626)” This illustration is important because it signifies the physical things one must carry if one was at war. There are several other items that are expressed throughout the text, depending on what class you are associated with.

The binary opposite or deconstruction of this presentation would have to be expressed with the emotional state that is presented to the soldier. O’brien presents this connection with this text; “To carry something was to hump it, as when Lieutenant Jimmy Cross humped his love for Martha up the hills and through the swamps (626) .” This text has a connection with the sexual prowess of Lieutenant Jimmy Cross and his wife with carrying a back pack up the hill. The things they carry are also significant when dealing with the emotional tragedies that had to of occurred in this country. Death was very imminent, and there was surely a feeling of insecurity being thrown into a situation that many did not agree with.

You're Wrong and Right, and I Am, Too

This is a blanket response to the posts and comments below.

Although “The Things They Carried” seems to contradict itself in the ways some of you have noted, I think those contradictions are intentional and integral (my brain is too weary to elaborate). However, I am probably misunderstanding the story and the ideas you have shared; I question my interpretations because I’m filtering everything through fatigue. But even if I were comprehending what the posts and comments below are saying, I would be surprised if they fully express how their authors read the story.

And isn’t that a problem deconstruction says all writing has? Even when the writing is refined (and blog entries rarely are; at least mine aren’t), it’s just an attempt to organize thoughts and feelings that are changing as and because they are put into words. And regardless of how well a given piece captures its author’s intent, its readers will assign their own meaning to it. Which makes reading frustrating and exciting, and writing frightening.

"The Things They Carried"

One impression that I got from reading "The Things They Carried" was that O'Brien is using the experience of these soldiers to symbolize the way we experience our lives. We're wondering along "the path of life" with everything we need. I thought of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs: We start with our basic needs, both physiological and safety (the soldiers carry food, water, weapons for safety) and then progress to love, belonging and esteem (the soldiers carry objects that have sentimental value, particularly Lieutenant Cross with his photos, letters and lucky rock). All of these things were important to these soldiers, but I think O'Brien wanted to place particular emphasis on the items needed for physical survival. Each one of the tangible objects essential to survival and safety had a weight to go along with it - the medical supplies weighed 20 pounds, the M-60 weighed 23 pounds, so on and so forth. This would mean he's saying in life, these items at the bottom of Maslow's Hierarchy weigh more on our minds and are therefore more important.

A contradiction or deconstruction of this theme would be that, through most of this story, Lieutenant Cross has Martha on his mind and little else. He puts his emotional needs above not only his safety, but the safety of those around him, resulting in the death of a soldier. Actually, all of the soldiers contradict this theory. "They would often dicard things along the route of the march".. The things they threw away were rations or weapons, showing a disregard for the things that kept them alive so that they would have more strength the carry the emotional burdens.

The things they carried

I think one of they main themes of O'briens story is that these men carry their identity with them, they are defined by the things around them and on their person. Cross IS a dreamer and IS the leader, defined by what he carries with him. Kiowa IS religious by his bible he carries. Collectively, the men ARE Vietnam, because they in it and surrounded by it. I think it's O'brien's statement about how things and environment can define us, even when wee don't want it to.

Cross however, makes the choice to no longer be defined by his dreams and imaginations. In the end, I think it actually shows that we can break free of those definitions that are set by other people, ourselves and our environment.

THE THINGS THEY CARRIED

In The Things They Carried, O'Brien talks about the different things that are carried by soldiers, and that what a soldier carries varies based on the individual and his background. One soldier carries a bible and another carries a hatchet. The memories they carry will also vary depending on where they come from. Soldiers of larger stature might carry more because they can. A soldier of a smaller stature might carry a smaller gun and less food than that of a larger soldier. Soldiers who are of higher ranking carry different things than soldiers of lower ranking. The point of the story is that everyone has something they carry throughout this war.

Deconstructionism might disagree with this and say that the real emphasis is on what the soldiers carry because they are at war. The real intent of this story is to point out what the men once carried, and what they now carry. Kiowa carried his New Testament. This tells us the man he used to be, and what he used to carry. He used to be a sensitive man who lived according to the word of the Bible, and carried a love for God and his children. The war has lead him to carry a vulgar mouth and an ill sense of humor which displays his insensitive thoughts toward death and man; all he carries now is the shell of what used to be his New Testament. This is one example of what the war leads men to carry. Lieutenant Cross is in the process of becoming a product of the war. What he once carried, pictures, letters, and memories of Martha, are slowing dissolving and getting swallowed up by the war. What he is starting to carry is a regret for the many thoughts he's had about Martha.

JImmy

Lieutenant Jimmy Cross is a twenty-four-year-old that has been put in a situation that is too much for him to take on. He has deep emotional problems that interfere with his ability to lead the seventeen, soon to be sixteen, men through the unforgiving lands of Vietnam. His strenuous situation leads him to be distracted with Martha whose letters he carries while he fantasizes a romance between them. It is his only defense to keep him somewhat sane. This failure of romance between Martha and Lieutenant Cross is a parallel to happenings of the war. “They had no sense of strategy or mission. They searched the villages without knowing what to look for, not caring, kicking over jars of rice, frisking children and old men, blowing tunnels, sometimes setting fires and sometimes not, then forming up and moving on to the next village, then other villages, where it would always be the same.” Cross has no sense of what true love really is. He really does not know what he is searching for. Again and again he mulls over these fantasies trying to push them to the next level. He mentions several times that Martha is or is not a virgin. He wants to be the one take her virginity away from her, but no matter how far he goes with his fanaticizing nothing will change between him and Martha. Their situation will always be the same; yet, these fantasies are keeping him sane.

One may argue that the fantasies are actually making him deranged. He has been so distracted with Martha that he has not been able to focus on the troops and what really is important. The emotional baggage he carries because his relationship with Martha will never progress is killing his troops. Through the text, Cross, has been able to put the war behind him by fantasizing about Martha. At the end, the text contradicts itself and switches role that the letters and pictures play. They used to be something that kept the Lieutenant going, but in the end they pulled him down. Without burning the letters and pictures he would not have been able to keep going and would go insane. Instead of focusing on something that was impossible to attain, he needs to focus on the war right in front of him.

Deconstructing "The Things They Carried"

In the short story "The Things They Carried," by Tim O'Brien, we see a group of soldiers in Vietnam, going through the day to day trials of staying alive. They each have their job. With that job come the things they have to carry with them. However, when you look closer, they carry much more than the tangible items that take up space in their packs. They carry with them their thoughts of home and the fears they will never see that home again. They carry with them the ghosts of those who didn't make it out alive and the pictures in their heads of their deaths. For the leader Lieutenant Cross, in particular, he carries the weight of his men's safety and the guilt of those who died under his command because of his lack of focus on his responsibility. O'Brien help us to realize the enormous weight of these intangibles as the men go about their daily duties, trying not to think of what could happen in the next moment.

As we analyze this story through Deconstruction Theory, we realize that another person reading this piece of literature from a different background of understanding may not recognize those intangibles. Through Deconstruction Theory, we begin to see literature from other angles. Every community has their beliefs and systems of language that shape the way they see the world. If a child were to read this piece of literature, they might picture in their minds actual ghosts sitting on the backs of the soldiers working on weighing them down, making their packs heavier. Without the experiences of life behind them, they may not understand that this is a metaphor to help the reader recognize the soldier's fears. Just as a child might not see the same meaning in this language structure, a person from another culture with different language structure might have a hard time coming up with the same interpretation of the text. Deconstruction Theory teaches us that there are many different perspectives to the same texts and interpretation depends on a person's logocentrism.

Monday, March 22, 2010

"The Things They Carried" portrays the message that soldiers are required to carry great physical burdens, but that they also carry emotional burdens. The soldiers often carry things that have sentimental value often reminding them of something other than the war. The story focused heavily on what the soldiers physically carried and how much they weighed. Things such as a nylon-covered flak jacket that weighed 6.7 pounds or a .45 caliber pistol that weighed 2.9 pounds. The list of physical burdens is long and covers much of the story. It also focused on emotional burdens, "Leutenant Jimmy Cross humped his love for Martha up the hills and through the swamps." This exerpt is a used as a main example of an emotional burden that Leutenant Cross carried with him in the Vietnam war.


They story is meant to help us see how hard those emotional and physical burdens are on the soldiers. However it seems to contradict itself at the end. "It was very sad, he thought. The things men carried inside. The things men did or felt that they had to do. Instead he went back to his maps. He was now determined to do his duties firmly and without negligence." This exerpt is towards the end of the book when Leutenant Jimmy Cross burned Martha's letters and pictures. He overcame those emotional burdens and focused on his duties. It seemed to me the story contradicted itself at the end because it infered that soldiers could eliminate those emotional burdens. It says that they were doing things that they thought they had to do, but those things were not necessarily what they really had to do.

The Things They Carried

One of the themes I got from Tim O’Brien’s The Things They Carried is that love and attachment is just a distraction and the only way to be productive and stay focused is to become numb. Several times throughout the story, Lieutenant Jimmy Cross gets distracted by his feelings for Martha. He spends much of his time “pretending”, “[imagining] romantic camping trips” and carrying her pebble in his mouth: “…he carried the pebble in his mouth, turning it with his tongue, tasting sea salt and moisture. His mind wandered. He had difficulty keeping his attention on the war. On occasion he would yell at his men to spread out the column, to keep their eyes open, but then he would slip away into daydreams, just pretending…” (628). Because he is distracted by his feelings for Martha, Cross blames himself for Lavender’s death: “He felt shame. He hated himself. He had loved Martha more than his men, and as a consequence Lavender was now dead, and this was something he would have to carry like a stone in his stomach for the rest of the war” (632). He burns her letters and photographs and plans to dispose of the pebble. He then decides that he will be more productive because “his obligation was not to be loved but to lead. He would dispense with love; it was not now a factor” (636). He spends a paragraph explaining how he isn’t going to be distracted anymore but he’s going to take charge and his men are going to “police up their act…keep it together, and maintain it neatly and in good working order” (636). Their purpose in Vietnam only begins to be shaped when he has destroyed his emotional attachment to another reality: “Heretofore, when he thought about Martha, it would be only to think that she belonged elsewhere. He would shut down the daydreams. This was not Mount Sebastian, it was another world, where there were no pretty poems or midterm exams, a place where men died because of carelessness and gross stupidity” (636).

This interpretation can be deconstructed by the text itself. Cross’ men are already numb throughout most of the story. O’Brien spends an entire paragraph discussing the futility of their day-to-day activities under the leadership of the love struck Cross: “The moved like mules. By daylight they took sniper fire, at night they were mortared, but it was not battle, it was just the endless march, village to village, without purpose, nothing won or lost. They marched for the sake of the march. They plodded along slowly, dumbly, leaning forward against the heat, unthinking…no volition, no will…They searched the villages without knowing what to look for, not caring, kicking over jars of rice, frisking children and old men, blowing tunnels, sometimes setting fires and sometimes not, then forming up and moving on to the next village, then other villages, where it would always be the same” (631). They also work extremely hard to block all emotions: “They were afraid of dying but they were even more afraid to show it. They found jokes to tell. They used a hard vocabulary to contain the terrible softness. Greased they’d say. Offed, lit up, zapped while zipping. It wasn’t cruelty, just stage presence. They were actors. When someone died, it wasn’t quite dying, because in a curious way it seemed scripted…and because they called it by other names, as if to encyst and destroy the reality of death itself” (634). They have completely blocked love and emotional attachments and yet they are still not productive. Lavender is a perfect example of this: “They told stories about Ted Lavender’s supply of tranquilizers, how the poor guy didn’t feel a thing, how incredibly tranquil he was” (634). He is symbolic of being numb to all feeling and yet he is killed during the war. Cross also stands as an opposition to this interpretation. Even after burning the letters and photos, he is haunted by the memory of Martha: “He realized it was only a gesture. Stupid, he thought…Besides, the letters were in his head. And even now, without photographs, Lieutenant Cross could see Martha playing volley ball in her white gym shorts and yellow T-shirt. He could see her moving in the rain…He hated her. Yes, he did. He hated her. Love, too, but it was a hard, hating kind of love” (635-6). He is still distracted by her whether his feelings towards her are positive or negative.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Prompts for Deconstruction and "The Things They Carried"

One of the most important things deconstruction can do is remind us to be skeptical of "accepted" or "acceptable" interpretations of literature. Most texts have been analyzed and discussed to the point that there are a few generally accepted, or canonized, interpretations (these are the kinds of standard interpretations you can find on websites like Wikipedia and Sparknotes). Deconstruction does not assert that these are necessarily bad, or inaccurate, interpretations; rather, it reminds us that they, like all interpretations, are ultimately unreliable and have only been given prominence, or privilege, by the ideology of the culture that produced them.

As a literary critic, you will always have ideas about what a text means and the truths it contains; indeed, this is why most of us read literature in the first place - to discover some truth about ourselves or about the world. The value of deconstruction, however, is that it shines a light on the circumstances that lead us to find truth in a text and teaches us what ideology is shaping our truth-seeking and truth-making. It tells us much more about ourselves and our culture than about the text we are reading. Some students do not like deconstruction because they feel as though it invalidates their responses, and I suppose it does in a way, but I prefer to think of it as a tool to understanding our responses. Knowing that what I see in a text is in fact created by me--by the play of signifiers that are uniquely mine, by differance, and by the ideologies I favor--does not make me value them less; in fact, it helps me understand them more. Socrates said that "the unexamined life is not worth living," and for me, deconstruction asserts that the unexamined interpretation of text is not worth possessing or believing in.

I would like your response to "The Things They Carried" to be two paragraphs long. The first paragraph should be a close reading and interpretation of the story. Look for what you think is its main theme, and use supporting details from the text to illustrate that theme. You will probably find many themes in the story, and you can discuss these, but try to distill these into a single interpretation, the one you feel most comfortable with. Your interpretation will be rather New Critical in this way.

Your second paragraph will be a deconstruction of this interpretation, or rather, an explanation of how "The Things They Carried" itself deconstructs this interpretation; you will demonstrate this by finding textual examples that do not agree with, or live up to, the interpretation that seems to be favored. As part of this analysis, you might look at the binary opposites that exist in the text and decide which are favored, or given privilege, but then show how other parts of the text do
not favor those same opposites. If your first paragraph is a decision about what O'Brien is doing in "The Things They Carried," then your second paragraph is a discussion about how the text undermines what he is doing and ultimately proves that the meaning of the story is ultimately undecidable. You might also discuss how this process of deconstruction helps you understand the ideology that helped to create the text.

Have fun with this! Enjoy your spring break, and I will see you on Tuesday.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Birdland = Disjunctive Structure

The story Birdland falls into the narrative category of Disjunctive structure. By definition from our text this means that the story must involve travel, movement arrivals and departure. This story is full of that. The parrots are a prime example of this in their migration to Elbow from Rhode island and back. They arrive and they depart in this repeated fashion.

The Blond traveling from New Hampshire to Elbow is another example of the Disjunctive structure, and she even departs at the end of the story, only to return once again. She travels as she follows the parrots around Elbow.

The football season, always arriving each year with renewed hopes of conquest and departing at the end of the season fits this structure as well. As you can see, this entire story is structured in this fashion, and it makes it easy for the author to keep the story rolling. I sure hope that I understand this structure correctly. It would seem that the Disjunctive would be the no brainer option.

The Mythos of Spring in “Birdland”

Although most of “Birdland” occurs during the literal season of fall and although its tone is often satirical, almost pushing it into Frye’s mythos of winter, by the end of the story, “Birdland” fits into the mythos of spring. Before the spring, in the winter (Frye’s winter) of “Birdland,” parrots repeat racist epithets; the people of Elbow live for Alabama’s Crimson Tide and pine for its glory days; Raymond repeatedly asks The Blond to marry him, and she refuses; and The Blond has applied for a government grant, which, if she receives it, will take her away from Elbow. The culmination of this winter comes when The Blond informs Raymond that she is pregnant, then leaves him. And if the story had ended there, Raymond alone with his “melancholy peanut butter sandwich” (18), “Birdland” would have remained in the mythos of winter. But spring comes: The Blond returns, and everyone lives more or less happily ever after.

Birdland

I felt that there was some kind of organizing structure that had to do with looking to the past to define the future. Several of the characters seem to follow this structure. Mayor Dillard and Lookout Mountain Coley look to their past to maintain their friendship. Lookout “will not run against his friend…Too much has passed between them” (19). Mayor Dillard continues to stake Dillard Does It Better signs all over the little town each election term. Driven by his superstitions, “he visits each of his constituents in person, bribes us with hard cider and the promise of a brighter future here in Elbow” despite the fact that he runs unopposed as he has for the last eleven terms. He simply continues to do what he has always done.

Similarly, much of the town’s future is based on the past of its football team. The entire town comes together to watch every football game at Dillard’s Country Store. They get very worked up over it. They live in the glory days of the “great Bear Bryant” and “Lookout’s punt return”. The narrator wishes he could “call all the broadcasters in New Jersey who have forgotten how great we used to be, how we won a dozen National Championships, how Alabama lost only six games in the first ten years of my life” (13). The story has more of a happy tone at the end, mirroring the hope the town has when their team starts winning again. The success of the football team defines the future of the town.

Archibald, the original bird-keeper, follows this structure as well. We find out that when he died, he “was deep in Alzheimer’s by the time of his death and was unable even to recognize his own children when they visited” (8). I find it interesting that because he no longer had a past, he couldn’t have a future.

The Blonde’s character is a little different but she still follows the basic structure. She wants to return to New Hampshire. She tells the narrator (Raymond) several times that she can’t stay in Elbow with him (“‘This is not my baby,’ she says. ‘This is not my life.’” (17)). Elbow is not her past so it cannot be her future. Eventually, Elbow does become a part of her past, especially once she becomes pregnant. Like the narrator said, “You can get used to anything, given time” (9). Now her past consists of both Elbow and New Hampshire and both influence her future: “We have reached an acceptable compromise: spring in Rhode Island, fall back here” (19).